Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind.
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think happy thoughts... Wednesday, April 29, 2009 i.cant.stop.thinking.about.it. how am i to survive the next 48 hours? i'm not at all prepared for chem tomorrow. gambling with grades isnt fun. doom's day getting closer Monday, April 27, 2009 so much's been going on since i got back from texas. work load from school isnt getting any light either. Two exams coming up this week organic chemistry and math. Its been a long time since I studied so hard for math. Only because I have no idea whats going on in class and Ive never done it before. Sequences and series. Why do we even learn that? I don’t think I ll be needing to use long strings of numbers in the future. Haven’t really started studying for o chem either. I think im doomed. Scholarship letters due on thurs too. Have to write 2 thank you letters and im very stressed over one of them. I ll say more on that next time when I do a proper posts with pictures on texas. Graduation stuff and reservations all due soon. This last month is gonna be pretty stressful. Hope I don’t regret it though. I really really like skyline. Much more ever since texas. Haha. I imagine funny stares from people if I say this out aloud in school. Oh wells. That’s my point of view. The most dreadful part that’s coming out this week is whether I get into Cal or not. 4 more days!!! I really cant keep my hopes up and get disappointed again. i’ve never been able to get into the school that I really want to all these years. Maybe this curse wil finally be broken. Plus, I really worked hard or at least harder this time around. Still, I cant be optimistic. My results are after all still below what they expect I think. And im not that active or involved in anything. Say PTK but really, im not that great. So, my hopes are not up. I cannot imagine how im gonna survive on the 30th. They say decisions will be made in the evening. That’s the one time where I really wont be following instructions and going online every chance I get. Even then, I doubt I can press the enter key and let the page load. I’d be too afraid, too nervous and a teensy bit excited. I cant imagine what I ll do or what will happen if I don’t get in. *think happy thoughts now* I know my parents will be totally disappointed. I ll probably be rejecting calls and go to school puffy eyed the next day. THINK HAPPY THOUGHTS! Haha. Alright, should spend some time on organic chem. Now. Spent the whole day with series and sequences and convergence tests…. easter sunday! Monday, April 13, 2009 HAPPY EASTER! bunny hops around with a basket full of eggs. ok, that just sounded weird or wrong. got up in the morning and had cereal. 5 minutes into it, joyce called and asked if we wanted to have brunch buffet. we were thinking about it but at 37 bucks per person, we thought it was a lil over the top since i just ate and wasnt that hungry especially since i just woke up. so we turned that down and i continued to eat. she called again 5 minutes later and made a reservation for us at park chalet, another brunch buffet place. we couldnt turn that down then. so we went to chris's place first and got them then went to park chalet. im glad i didnt turn that down since the food there was awesome! im so full now i can barely walk. i havent ate so much good food especially for a buffet in so lng now. there was creme brule french toast which i never had before but it was sooo good. there was even slices of bananas in it. maybe a lil too sweet but still, that was good. chocolate dipped strawberries i mean fat strawberries were omg heavenly. considering the price, the buffet was reallly worth it. there were gaint meaty chilled shrimps, cupcakes, omelette station, creme brulee and so much more. actually, the variety of food wasnt that much if u compare it to a normal buffet but the good spread makes up for it. the ambience was really nice too. since it was outdooors, and there was a lawn, people with kids and their dogs. really nice. now im back home having to face physics. sigh. stupid exam on tuesday. i ve been worrying about it my whole spring break. otherwise, my spring break would have been so much more fun. too bad i bombed my my first test or i wouldnt be freaking out so much. maybe i should get started now. sad it s already sunday so spring break is OVER! i consider it to be so. oh wells, at least 4 more days to texas. so that should make my week go better. still need to pack though. ah yes, and speech to practice. sigh.... happy me! got a scholarship too. not much really but at least i got one. thought it was pretty lame. wondered which one i would get if i didnt live in san bruno... i still need to think about graduation. gowns and tasells, and stoles and cords and all. its almost may too. soooo much things to do. almost the end Thursday, April 09, 2009 i feel like a bum and spring break is almost over. :( spring break! Monday, April 06, 2009 it's been a really really long time since i last came here. blame it all on school. but im finally free! at least for a weeek. its spring break so shout hooray! i cant say how harsh the last 2 weeks were. barely getting enough rest to stay awake throughout lessons. coffee isnt helping much either. so im really glad that spring break has arrived. time to catch up on sleep and especially homework. lots of stuff coming up the week after spring break too. so this isnt exactly a week for me to be slacking but i obviously will still have fun. so far, all i have planned is to go out for lunch with angie on wed. japanese will never disappoint me. and on thurs will be going to six flags with catherine and kaye. sat celebrating catherine's birthday with shopping and hanging out at her crib. cant wait! the other days are reserved for cleaning out my room and homework. i have a whole long list of things to do. (revise math series test for convergence and divergence, speech exam, speech outline, practice speech, chemistry lab report, revise aldehydes and ketones, history quiz for chapter 9, art activity due wed, study physics exam for tues) thats as brief as i can get it to be. see my misery. all my stuff is cramped into mon tues and wed the week after spring break because.... i'm going to TEXAS! leaving on wed afternoon, back on sun morning. its for the international convention for ptk. gonna be exciting i think. did i say i was going with 3 other guys? absurd okay. i was going only because i thought kel was going but she backed out last minute. oh wells. dr case is going too so i wonder how thats gonna turn out. hopefully my roomie from other college is gonna be nice enough for me to hang out with. so nothing much been's coming up really. last two weeks was just rushing research papers and outlines. probably my fault for doing them last minute but still, there were other stuff to worry about like exams and reports to study for and do. slept at 12am on average and if u know me well enough, thats definitely not enough sleep for me. been spending tons of money on coffee too. not helping but maybe im really addicted to it but that cant be true since i didnt even have caffeine this whole weekend. not even soda or tea. just juice and water. i need to start being thrifty. i ll start after spring break, no after texas since i know i ll be going on a shopping spree for fomal clothes and other everyday stuff including stocking up on my personal stack of snacks. a couple of weeks ago was expanding your horizons. wow it really has been long since i last blogged. was pretty fun and high school girls say the most absurd things. didnt happen in our workshop but i heard tons of other stuff from my friends from other workshops. overall, it turned out pretty well. we could have been more enthusiastic but heh, we were all drained fro school itself. stayed in school til pretty later leading up to that sat though. kinda a waste of time but oh wells, its over too. shant complain too much. one thing i have to complain about though is my big laptop the one im using now. i think it has a really bad virus or something. my internet explorer isnt working and the bottom toolbar hangs every 5 minutes. so i basically have a blank destop. wallpaper is there but no shortcuts. annoying really. i dont know why either. sad. hopefully, it still behaves itself enough for me to complete my homework. one more thing to do this week is to finish all my letters. :) alright, should go off doing other stuff now. mayeb even sleep and wake up slightly early ~10 to get some homeowrk out of the way. btw, im still not freaking out over berkeley yet even though its less than a month away from knowing the truth. is this even nmormal? i think im immune to my dad's concern and wishes. shrugs. maybe when the day gets even nearer. |
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