Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind.
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the low temperatures Monday, January 26, 2009 i am freezing cold in my room and i dont know why the heater isnt on. i remember shivering before climbing into the warmth and comfort of my sheets. thats how cold it was. plus i wasnt even out for a long time. i was in the bathroom for like 5 minutes or less and shivering while walking back to my room. absurd please. its currently 16 degrees in my room so no one will be pushing me to get out of the house because im pretty sure i ll just be shaking and that is not fun. im glad the rainy days are over. it actually rained for a long time on friday. since morning till i was out of school at like 4pm and later. i didnt have my waterproof jacket on but i was sure tucked up in a furry white jacket which was a horrible mistake. plus it was new too! not that it got dirty or ruined but im just sad that the poor jacket had to go through so much on its first day out of the box. i think im getting a lil over the top here. so first week of school was alright. a lil boring but thats perfect since im on a lazy streak here. didnt feel like doing anything at all even if it doesnt relate to school. friday was totally bummed out. helped out at eyh mailing from 12.30 to 3 ish. was much more organized this time so everything went smoothly. dont think i ll be a presenter this year though. its all good. and i have to say the school's reception is atrociously bad. even the new building doesnt have signals. maybe theyre doing it on purpose so we cant use our phones in class. so i called jan to see if she could pick me up and she said the cleaning people were here so she'll call when shes coming after theyre gone. so i waited in building 7 for a bit and then went to the caf building. apparently i lost signal and didnt realize till i was wondering whats taking so long only to realize that i didnt have signal so she may have called and i didnt know. so i guess we both waited for quite a bit before i saw her message and voicemail. oops. not entirely my fault you know. dont remember what i spent the rest of the day doing. think i finished love blossoms. very draggy and long and not very nice but that kept me entertained for a long time. sat was totally a waste of time. i know i watched harry potter while havign lunch then american idol auditions. thats the only part of american idol that keeps me entertained to see how people make a fool out of themselves. did the dishes and stared at the com for the rest of the day. so i procrastinated doing my homework and studying for the whole day. pity and sinful. alright i should stop harping and find something productive to do....... which is going to be unsuccessful if i may say so now. and i am still unfortuantely freezing. school Friday, January 23, 2009 the school internet connection is sooo slow... i have a 3 hour break and if this goes on, i think i ll go bonkers. sleepy Thursday, January 22, 2009  its only 5pm now and im already yawning already. i think im still jetlagging which is bad. cant believe i slept at 7.30pm yesterday. i think its the earliest i slept in a long long time. but the bad thing is that i woke at 5am. couldnt go back to sleep so i used my lappie for an hour or so and went back to sleep at 6 for another hour or sort of since i wasnt exactly sleeping. i think this will go on till the weekends. its not sooo bad since i dont have to drag myself out of bed but if this goes on, school will be dreadful especially when theres going to be tons of homework to be done. its only the second day and im already dreading it. i see the workload building up already. 23 units is sure gonna be a killer and i wonder how im going to survive. plus ive got tons to keep track of. applications, scholarships, fafsa stuff, ptk stuff. grr... i just need to know that i can get into berkeley then maybe all these wont be so bad after all. taking 3 science and 3 art classes which i know nothing of especially art and history is worrying me enough. so far, it seems okay. not too much assignments just a couple of research papers and quizzes plus tests to study for. still, i know how teachers are. their tests always fall on the same week if not same day. so ive gotta start preparing. trying to recall my chemistry stuff now but yawning every 5 minutes isnt helping. quick fact: all my professors this semester are male. whats with that? i think im having trouble breathing now and i dont know why. its like im not taking up enough oxygen or something. not like i have a cold or anything. oh wells. shoudl get back to work now. though i dont know where to start. i need to get my hallmark written out sooon before i get killed.
inauguration Wednesday, January 21, 2009 history has been made.... too bad i missed it since i had class. classes were okay today. the same boring stuff. like the new building 7. though it can get pretty confusing. its seriously like a maze. should take a walk through that on thurs during my 3 hour break. heh. good thing i have my mini lappie to accompany me through the long harsh break for now. i think its even lighter than my physics or chem text book. i should really be working on the hallmark draft but am really in no mood to do it now. maybe i should start filling out my scholarship applications. back to school again Tuesday, January 20, 2009 will update about trip again soon. lots of stuff to settle down into again and im already feeling homesick which is depressing. i miss my dog, mom and dad and my room. its worse that school starts tomorrow at 8am! my last semester. oh make it fun. till then, good night. was nodding off while watching family guy so thats a sign. plus i woke at 7.30am today but lied down till 10. that explains the fatique. happy new year! Thursday, January 01, 2009 2009 is here! so.. HAPPY NEW YEAR!! nothing special really. went shopping today at taka. saw ms solastri and mrs sulaiman at the food court. lol. was funny. almost kinda "fought" for a table? hard to explain but funny they still recognize i. bought jeans and a shirt from UCB. im only buying from them because of the acronym. i cant even spell. lol. got home after going to the supermarket again. lol. watched tv and rushed my school work so i could send it without being a grilled dory as quoted by another fish. lol. going away to macau and hk for the weekend. casinos! haha. i cant believe im only left with another 2 and a half weeks. im already sad and i dont know why. boo. alright i should be sad at the beginning of 2009. time to hit the sheets now. my first sleep for 2009. lol! |
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