Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind.
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end of finals! Saturday, May 31, 2008 WHEEE! FINALS ARE OVER!!! ive been waiting soooooo long for this day. got to school earlier and tutored jacquie for lil while with lots of laughing and distractions in betweeen. had breakfast and then it was doom time. chemistry...... it was all multiple choice and i have to say it wasnt as bad as i thought it would be. glad i did the summer review paper since he took many questions off that. was pretty happy with the paper as a matter of fact. that is something extremely rare too. after that went to collect my bio paper. wasnt as great as i wanted it to be but oh wells. i still got a b in the end as expected. got a ride from kelnia after to get to bayhill shopping center for lunch at pasta pomodoro with prof case. food there was okay. talked to us about phi theta and the different sorts of things we have to do. i cant wait for stuff to happen and get events running. =) now im back home wondering what to do. its just so weird that when everything is over and u dont have to study, u find that nothing is really entertaining. but when its time to study, theres just so many things that u wanna do. why does the world have to be so cruel. i mean seriously. i bet u feel the same. i wanna go shop, swim and play video games like theres no tomorrow! i shall go find something to entertain myself with now. speaking of which, my room needs to be cleaned. leave it for monday! haha! incomplete Thursday, May 29, 2008 okay. i didnt mean to publish that post just yet thats why it seems so incomplete. was in a rush to watch tv and i guess i pressed the wrong button. somehow blogger did away with the edit posts thingy. what did i want to say anyway... oh yes. finals. bio was i dont know. as in i dont know if i really have the right answer kinda thingy. you now how you also double guess yourself and end ur with wrong answers. im sure you do. yup so thats how i feel. i really really hope i didnt decently well though. seriously need an A. but who knows. alright im kinda done blogging for now. short and maybe incomplete again. still have chemistry finals. its all mutliple choice which is the bad thing. i mean somehow if u dont know the answer, u could always guess and you have a 1 in 4 chance of getting it right but then again, the double guessing thing is probably gonna cost more. cant wait for the week to be done with. i know ive said this upteen times bt i truely mean it. off to watch videeeeos. doom has been faced i have faced my doooom. got home not long ago from finals and i must say that im relieved now. seriously. i don t know how i did but i sure hope i did okay if not well. english was okay. i did prepare my translation but i dont know how well my analysis is. also, i hope she doesnt realize it's technically all from the web. lol. i know its bad but who like shakespeare. had a break after since i ended like an hour early. was so tempted to keep buying food. i think i have an eating disorder when finals are near. ive been eating so much. haha. but i managed to keep myself from spending too much today which i guess was good. stress Wednesday, May 28, 2008 i m becoming such a glutton, muching junk from morning till night even though i had breakfast lunch and dinner. probably resulting from the stress im facing all because of english finals tomorrow which i have yet to compile any notes for. thats for making my bio finals on the same day. i ve pretty much been studying bio from sat till now and as a matter of fact, im enjoying it. if only there wasnt english tomorrow. who like shakespere????? still have an essay to revise too or i ll probably get a c. why did i take her classss???????? grrr.. alright, back to bio. im finding it really hard to concentrate for some reason even though there's no one home. well almost. one's napping and the other is downstairs so the house is nice and quiet. still, i can wait for this week to end! probably going for lunch/dinner with dr case on friday too.cant wait! now.. concentrate!!! last day of lessons Saturday, May 24, 2008 YOOHOO! last day of lessons today! waited soo long for this day to come. this semester has been one rough one with horrible results. ok maybe not that bad but it is for me. ive been so depressed so many times. alright, since its friday, i shall spare myself from the depressing stuff. had math final today. hope it was alright since i got confused at the last part. rest of the lessons were as usual. ended early at bio though which is highly unusual. got a ride home from jennifer. double yays! ate and watched parental guidance online. haha. now im totally bored and half asleep. i want and dont want to take a nap. how can u waste a nice FRIDAY afternoon napping. haha. talking to catherine now. i should be frantically studying now but its fridaaay! i shall give myself the day off. anyway, cant wait for summer to come. although i only have a week's worth of break, im already looking forward to it. mainly because of the seminar thing. i get to live in a dorm! will be missing one week of school. not a good thing but its one week. should be fine. plus, dr case actually sponsered me i think. i did remember her saying using her credit card. haha. it was 900 bucks too. triple yay! somehow i ran out of things to say and i cant form proper sentences. boo. update again soon then. off to continue my boredom..... prince caspian Saturday, May 17, 2008 i should seriously be sleeping now but im so tempted to continue surfing the web or rather watch videos. just came home from watching chronicles of narnia:prince caspian. love it! i really didnt expect it to go that way but it was really satisfying. never thought i would like the narnia series too. im too sleepy to go into much details but i just love aslan. haha. been sleeping really late these past few days mainly trying to finish my projects and study for chemistry exam. hope its all worth it though. 2 more weeks till school ends and i cant wait! although i ll only one week of break before summer starts, i ll be contented. really need the break. starting a new semester should be good too. no sciences to work my brains off though i doubt humanities would be much better. im thinking of essays. boo. ooohh theres an honor institute seminar too from june 16-21. wondering if i should go especially since im considering to be an officer for phi theta kappa. it one whole week of seminars plus its like a camp so we ll be staying in the dorms. its at san francisco state though so it shouldnt be that bad. would be a good experience too. i ve always wanted to stay in a dorm. haha but thats beside the point. that also means i ll be missing one whole week of school which isnt good. will think about it again though i only have a couple of says before i tell prof case my decision. other than that, nothing much happened. mothers day was just as usual. had a party and we baked cupcakes for all the moms. how much different can our parties get? seriously not much. its just not special anymore which is really quite sad. alright, i should go to bed now. its 12.30am. time to dream of a wonderful vacation and how my one week should be spent. its officially an year Saturday, May 03, 2008 well well well, i have been in the united states for exactly a year and a day as of today. come to think of it, it really doesnt seem to be that long. but once i think of all the events that have happened, wow, thats a whole list of things to list down. so many things have changed and it all just seem so weird. school, family, friends, dog. everything just isnt the same anymore and i doubt it will be. of course soemtimes, especially on special occasions, i desperately hope that i am back at home with my parents again. life back then was probably boring and mundane basically living day after day, a routine but really, it wasnt that bad. to put it simply, im a boring person so what does it matter. but still, im glad i managed to pass a year alone here successfully without much problems. in fact, school's been great other than the occasional laziness that gets the better of me. i still vividly remember the day i was at the airport in the early morning. it was just so comforting to have friends send me off. (: the next couple of days were just settling school stuff/admission. remembered we first went to sf state but was too late for application. went for skyline instead in the end and i do suppose that was the right decision to make. its definitely less stress. plus i was new. who would want to put themselves through so much stress then? had 2 weeks of break before summer school started. was stoning at home then watching tons of movie everyday till summer school started. those days were just pure fun. english class had never been so fun with doughnuts and juice to eat in class with 10-15 mins break in between class. crazy friends who made life just so much easier. best of all, a professor who made me want to go to berkeley even more. math class was a breeze other than the fact that it was at night. with the foggy weather and cold wind, it was still bearable. then it was also when i knew people needed help with their math. haha! spending my birthday alone that year might be depressing without even having a proper cake but my parents made that up with a special delivery. still remembered that was when everyone went to florida and i was left since i had school. wanted to sleep in since there wasnt much to do on my birthday but the doorbell woke me up. almost wanted to ignore it but contemplated and im so glad i did. it was a big parcel for me. in it was a forever friends bear and happy house sheep cushion with other stuff my parents sent over. soo glad i opened the door. then summer was over and came fall. school was still manageable and was over before i knew it. grades were as good as i wanted it to be but still satisfying. it all still paid off though. got on the dean's list, joined the honors transfer club and now phi theta. i feel more accomplished now. speaking of which, i just got my certificate and pin for phi theta. im a happy girl! last year ended well too with so many events. going to the beach, endless parties and weddings to attend, halloween-carving pumpins, thanksgiving/black friday, kaye's big party,christmas and all. the list will just go on. this year nothing great happened. parents came over and went to vegas. good getaway. like my parent's attitude has just changed. of course to the even nicer side. sometimes i just feel guilty. cant wait to see them again in the summer. so i can conclude that my one year here had been enjoyable and fruitful. enough of memories... spring semester is coming to an end. really cant wait since im kinda struggling with my sciences. too much projects going on due next week and the following week. alright im done typing. update another time. some pictures for now....  catherine's party. a while agoooo.  lunch.. haha. random.  my certificate. sweeet.
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