Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind.

happy halloween!!

Sunday, October 28, 2007

62 days to mom and dad coming over!! I sooo cant wait. Just got off the phone with dad and aww... he was soo nice. I totally miss him now. I just found out-okay maybe not just but yes, he’s bias. HAHA. He loves me more than my evil brother and I think my mom loves my again evil brother more so its kinda even-ed out. Dad was like, can I love you more than jeff? Haha. I was practically laughing inside. Like which dad would say that. But anyways, it was obvious and its been a long time now. Anyways, he even told me he would support me through Berkeley and that pressured me even more. Like I have to do well now to get into Berkeley or I would totally disappoint him which I really really don’t want to. And that brings me to the fact that im so not prepared for bio test on wed and chem test on fri. aaaahhhh. Going to stay home and bury myself in thick thick books for the whole day. Felt guilty today for not doing anything or rather study/do homework. My stuff are still in my bag untouched. I shall worry about that tomorrow and talk about halloweeen.

So we celebrated Halloween yesterday at uncle will’s house. Carved pumpkins! It was so fun. My first carved pumpkin. It was icky to dig out the seeds and stuff but once youre used to it, you cant stop! And carving faces was just yayness! Too bad my design broke. I was doing a bat and the wings fell off followed by the head. So sad.. I spent so long on it until I tried pushing the pieces out and it broke. All my hard work and butt cramp. So I turned it around and carved a ‘j’. turned out pretty well. Lined all 14 pumpkins and put a candle in each. It was really pretty. Stayed until about 12 midnight before heading home. We were all so sleepy. Waking up early for school and having to stay up for so long kills me. Ooohh plus, we really dresses up. Okay, maybe not really. Using normal clothes, we made our costumes. I was a bee! Haha. I even had antennas. However u spell it. Made from pipelines. How cool. Joyce was dressed as a pirate and janet was goofy. Jon was superman. With glasses too. If I get the photos, I ll post it. But we’ll see.

Today went out to get presents for birthdays. Nov is a month full of birthdays. Like every week theres at least 1 person. Crazy busy month. Went to target and bought some transformer stuff for Nathan and Nicholas. Then went to eat. Good food. Hallmark and designer’s centre next. I really like figurines now as in those ceramic display Disney characters. Snow globes and all really makes me feel happy. Went Costco and spend hundred over on food. Played scene it when we got back while drinking chocolate milk and chip cookies. Being a kid all over again. Dinner next and watched a movie which brings me here now. Im not looking forward to next week but I guess theres nothing I can do about it. Oh wells. Ooooh and tutoring is fun!! Okay random. Till another post, toodles.

Ps. I really think no one’s reading this boring old blog. Oh wells.


dark chocolate brownies

Tuesday, October 23, 2007

as i sit here blogging muching on chewy dark chocolate brownies, im thinking of what homework i should be doing. i shouldnt be feeling bored now but somehow, i am. the weekends are probably getting more and more boring. staying at home walking up and down the stairs, searching for food, staring at the planner wondering where i should start with my homework is basically how i spent my weekend. how saaaaad. i just wanna go out and shop, grabbing all the good deals i can find. but... im trying to save. heh. in 5 months, i barely used 200 bucks. amazing. i only spent like 160? thats like 32 a month, 8 a week and 1.15 a day. hmmm.. how did i accomplish that? i would never be abe to break that record if i were to be anywhere else. so when my parents come over, i shall rob them of their credit cards. =)) hey, i do deserve it ohkay.. seriously, i blabbering cos i cant think of what to type and thinking about it, this blog is seriously dying. so i shall blabber all i want. wheeeeeee!!




going on a field trip for biology tomorrow to san pedro valley park and i have no clue where that is. glad my friend could chauffer me there. have to rush back to school after to start my first tutoring session. i need 16hours of community service for my honors program! grrr.. i could have gotten paid 10 bucks an hour. ooohh wells... then theres chemistry practical and lets say i havent completed my pre lab report yet im here. plus, i ve got english essay draft due friday and chem quiz on thurs and bio test on halloween. of all days halloween. yes. that is quite a scare. what a trick. i shall give you a treat by failing it. whahaha. arent i smart.





now now now, ive ran out of things to say as well as complaints so i shall say toodles here. wheeeee.....





aaaahh. my leg's aching!


games day

Tuesday, October 16, 2007

this shall be a happy and maybe happy post!

so lets start with friday, the start of a crazy weekend. morning didnt go too well. was raining-yes my second rain! so it was a gloomy day but school made up for it. didnt have bio since she had a meeting to go to so i thought i could go home at 12pm but it turned out even better! english class was cancelled too. the sad thing though was it made me wate an hour or icould have gone home at 10. my friend offered to send me home since janet was still in school and it was raining too. glad i didnt have to wait in the chilly bus stop. went home and stoned. napped. rainy days are the best days to sleep. watched television and basically just idled th day away.

sat was games day declared by me. had no where to go and janet was out leavig joyce me and jon. went to eat at denny's. big breakfast. havent had it in so long esp since dad used to bring us there all the time. went to pak and save to buy juice and we saw or car! well, 3 hours ago it used to be. we sold it 3 hours back and we saw it park next to us 3 hours later. queer... went home and game playing started. played mario party on the wii. while waiting for people to come over and look at the van, we played scattergories and deuces. i lost. boohoooo. had dinner and played disney monopoly plus channel surfing till 11plus. but that wasnt it. played monsters inc life till 12am and by then, we were dead meat and we were losing our voices from shouting the whole day. had to go to bed then of course. but being me, i laid in bed playing my psp till 1-ish.

sun. stayed home to finish my assignments. chemistry took me the whole day. great. people came over and i got distracted so that prolonged my time. pretty laid back weekend but it great fun! now joyce's sick. nothing much happened today. schooled and couch potatoed.

mom went shopping for me. lols. yes yes. she went shopping for me. bought a watch and levis jeans that prolly burnt a hole in her pocket. seriously who would buy me a 200 bucks jeans when i said i like levis lady's style jeans. mom oh mom. i have to say i love her to bits. of course its not because she spent diamonds on me but you get the gist. cant wait for dec to come. tons of shopping to do and love to receive. but thats 2 months away. 21 dec! end of my exams! wheeee..


poor dogggy

Friday, October 12, 2007
im soooo depressed i got out of bed, turned on the lapp though its takes so long to start up just to type this post. my poor dog has tick problems and my parents just brought him to the vet. plus, he's overweight. he's 3/4 my weight!! im so scared for him and his birthday's this sat!! and now my parents think he's troublesome and wants to give him away. i know they wont really do that-at least for now i hope. i so wont forgive them if they do. and we need to find him someone to babysit him in dec since mom and dad are coming over and they think hotels are too expensive. anyone wants to babysit my dog in dec for 2 weeks??!! grrrr... i cant sleep now!!!!!!!! fat dog didnt have any problems before! for the past 6 years and now he's tick infested!! my blanky's wet.......





i know you miss me but i miss u too!! :((

please get well...


math test 2

Wednesday, October 10, 2007
i think im starting to blog more frequently now although theres really nothing interesting or exciting to blog about. how weird. and whe there is, i dont blog about it since i forget what happens. yes dory. but anyhows, i do have photos from the wedding and some cute pictures of nathan. =))
ive got a math test tomorrow on functions and im not liking it. plus, im getting back my chem exam tomorrow. double yikes. tomorrow shall be a crapppy day. oh crap. im hungry all of a sudden though i just had dinner 1 hour ago while watching planet earth. love that documentary! its real good. go buy the dvd. definitely worth the money. and now, i want to keep a bear. a real one. blah blah blah. yes its near impossible unless i work in a zoo. wahahaha. i would get killed. i think im getting more random and nonsensical so i guess i should just stop here and do photos instead. :))




almost all the cousins but not.



there, nathan. aint he adorable?

janet, groom's sister, :) and joyce
alrightie i sleepy. i shall go sulk about tomorrow. toodles!


cranium!

Sunday, October 07, 2007
there goes another week. time flies so quick ive been here for already 5 months. well, so far things have been going pretty well except for the fact that i think i screwed up my chemistry exam again on friday. i guess im really not meant to study chemistry.

oh wells. but anyways, back to the happy stuff. went out to tanforan today to shopp but sadly, i didnt get anything. saw pants but they didnt have my size. boo hoo. im too big for size 0 and too small for size 2 and they didnt have a size 1. after all it was on sale. yes. they do have sales really often. summer sale, fall sale, back to school sale, halloween sale, thanksgiving sale.. blah. u get the idea. basically sale for anything or any occasion. and when i say sale i really mean sale. shirts from old navy goes to as low as 3 bucks or maybe less. so, jaime if u see this, we'll go for some CRAZY shopping when u come!! speaking of that, i really cant wait till u come!! lets see, i think it 80 days? i dont know. and yes, mom and dad are coming over too on the 28 dec! yayness. my fav month shall be december. wait no. my fav month has always been dec. haha.

went home and watched 3 hours of planet earth. i sooo LOVE tht show now. real cool. makes me wanna travel around the world even more. wanted to play a game but coudt think of a game to play. they have loads of board games or games but still, we couldnt find anything. either there was too little people to make it fun or it was too long and boring like monopoly. but luckily, joyce's friend came over and we payed cranium! love that game. if u really want to laugh, thats the game to play. haha. seriously, u can laugh till u re out of breath. she s gone home now so im stuck here with this lappy and a pile of homework to do tomorrow. somehow i turned sunday into homework plus stuck at home day. guess i shall stop before i bore you. well, i dont think anyone's reading anyway. haha. toodles!

ps. i cant wait till december 20!! =))