Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind.
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homesick :( Friday, May 18, 2007 i'm feeling so out of the way right now. :( it's 9.30pm now and everyone is already asleep. i cant blame them, they all have work and school tomorrow. plus, there's no one online to talk to now. everyone's in school. this time difference. argh! all of a sudden, i'm feeling homesick. yes. homesick after 3 weeks. probably due to the fact that i have nothing to do. i'm terribly bored and i know i'll become blind one day with all the tv watching, psp and computer. that's practically what i do every single day since my parents left. my life has been revlving around these gadgets. i miss doing math, spending hell lot of time on econs essay, being so lost on chemistry and stressed out on the countless tests i used to have. maybe, being soooo free and not having school is not great after all. you people would most probably kill me for saying that since you're buried under a huge pile of upcoming tests and homework. i miss mom and dad, my DOG(he's probably alone at home right now thinking where i disappeared to- i havent seen him for 3 weeks!!), friends and everything i left behind. yes, i miss everyone and everything terribly. school wont start until june 18th and that means that i have another month to rot. and anyway, i'll only be taking two classes. english and math. i'll definitely die of boredom because english is just reading and writing compos and math is all about trigonometry. urgh! i've done trigo centuries ago and i have to do it again for the sake of proving that i can do trigo. okay. exaggerating but the thing is, math class is going to be at night. i didnt type wrongly. its night 6.30 to 10pm. horrendous. but i have no other choice since the day class would clash with my english class. so in between, i have 4 hours to stone. i know if mom reads this -which she wont since this doesnt exist to her, she would be telling me to study and do homework. bahh. i cant imagine doing compos everyday or almost everyday. i'll die. its b-o-r-i-n-g. i can see that im contradicting myself. one moment i wanna have sth to do and the next im saying doing work is boring. i've got to pull myself together. tuition fees have crossed a thousand bucks and that's only for summer. 2 classes only! i think we'll be broke by the time i end school which would take another 4 years. boo hoo. YOU KNOW WHAT, I'LL CONTINUE THIS TOMORROW. I JUST DONT FEEL RIGHT. :( I'M HOMESICK!! HOMESICK!! MAYBE SLEEPING NOW WOULD HELP. GOOD NIGHT! it has been loooong Wednesday, May 16, 2007 UPDATED! |
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find a way back into love. falling in love. jaime marlene huihui junhao kelly jervenne huiping crystal felicia diana
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