im back! these few days have been quite fun but stressful too. u may be thinking why stressful. well, mainly because of the cpe exam. took it on the 15 and i wasnt too confident. the papers were tricky with all the ans so similarly. it was hard to choose the correct one. multiple choice aint so easy after all. and the worst thing was, it lasted almost the whole day from 9.30 to 5. listening was the hardest. but i thought writing was quite ok. din kknow the format for writing a proposal but ya. best of the papers. hope i get at least a C even better a B. im not aimimg for an A cos i think its really quite impossible considering i did quite bad for my oral in my opinion. still cant quite get over teh fact. anyway, most universities accaept a C so im fine. even oxford! haa.

fun thing was the class chalet. had quite some fun there. food was alright. i was the skewer. lol. or mayeb the poker, stringing fishballs together. went cycling for 2 hrs. it has been a really lonnng time since i went cycling so was quite afraid that i would fall. i kept cycling into the grass. me and shining cycled really slowly way behing teh others and always got lost but i guess we did enjoy ourselves. had fun with her! went swimming at night too but it was only for a while. so many people in the pool. at night was tiring. wanted to sleep but couldnt. only slept bout 4 which was considered early compared to others and i got part of the bed so be grateful! next mon just ate breakfast and went home. sq's dad fetched me to clementi. thanks for the ride!

ydae had lit seminar. useful to a certain extent but what i wanna talk about is how i got there. i woke up at 7.50am got down at 8 trying to get a cab. i waited for 40 bloody mis but couldnt get one. either on call or hired. got so frustrated and scared. i called a cab and it said it'll take like 7-10 mins to arrive. plus, booking fee was 4 freaking bucks. but thats not the point. i went___. i would definitely be late la. so i messaged hui and asked if she got on a cab. luckily she was passing by my house already so she detoured-not exactly and picked me. so grateful for that. seriously i was like about to cry and wondering how to get there. i dun know why-it may seem stupid but i guess im some1 whos just correct. i dun like to be late most prob cos of my upbringing. i think it was in SAS where they started to drill us and stuff. i dun know. went to eat after taht at far east and my tutor cheated me again. he din come without even telling me! grrr. i havent had tuition for so long already.

parents and bro are overseas now. im alone with my dog now. been eating lots of junk. feel so unhealthy. so i went to swim alone! and i got the whole pool to myself! while swimming, lots of things came into my mind. started thinking bout lots of things. like how i wanted my future to be like...etc. staring at the sky was calming.

still have lots of homework undone. well not exactly. its all literature fault. if there wasnt any lit homework, i would have finished by tomolo. but nope. there is and i cant run away. no way would i want to be screamed at.

guess i have to go now. call teddy? watch movie. anyway till next time toodles!


Wednesday, June 07, 2006