Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind.

midyrs

Thursday, April 27, 2006

stressed out. not gonna update so soon!


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Sunday, April 09, 2006

i havent been updating so here goes though ive got nth much to write about. its basically all about school school and more school.


the last time i updated was before i went to perth. now, i would like to say that it was great!! i really would like to go back there but like i would have the chance. hah. im too lazy to elaborate since its been ages since i came back and ya. no one would bother to read anyway. just made a couple of great friends and buddy was great! ya. missed that.


other than that its very much all about my horrible life in school. with movie club, tons of homework, tons of focus - imagine 6 days a week we have focus, exams round the corner.. etc. its just terrible. i dun think i can take it anymore. and i just cant believe chinese o levels is just 1 month away. im so not prepared. get ready to fling it. hah. like i want to but do i have a choice. its not sth i can study like science or maths. i cant even figure out its meaning or recognise the words. useless brat. so hate life right now.


and the thing i wanna complain about is FOCUS! like having FOCUS will make us focus in exams. everytime i get home its just homework while watching that 1 hr of tv and off i go to sleep. i dun even get time to study for a decent hour. and i think focus is useless. we just sit there like robots doing tys. like we cant do them by oursleves. ok maybe some people cant so just make them stay instead of everyone. its just wasting my time. and 6 days mind you. i dun even get to enjoy my weekends. how great. life is a bore. i just wanna get over with this year and move on to my desired place. lalala.


btw, my dad just bought a new car-odessey! like finally! he said he was going to get one like 5 yrs ago and we only got it 5 yrs later. haha. i love that car though its not a lexus or mercedes but ya, its big! and big cars are fun. i booked my seat and its right at the back. yippie! with my dog! but the thing is, the road is all filled with odesseys. everywhere we go, there will definitely be an exactly same one out there passing by us. so, dad's gonna to drive me to school everyday i guess and i least i get an hour more sleep. whe- my dad get an hour less. hah. mum just finished her driving lesson though she got her liscense even before i was born. imagine that and she never dove before. haha. dad's considering getting a second hand car for her to drive first since the odessey is way to big for her to handle on her first try. she has to get use to drivin again. but until then, taxis wont get anymore business from us. they got enough. haha. but i think i'll miss sitting in cabs. i shall sneak out from school and take one home. wahaha. '


anyway, i gtg now. going ecp for dinner with dad's friend who leaving for the us. wow. i so wanna go there. a few yrs later i supppose. so till next time. toodles!