well well well.. another week had flew past. or is it flown? wadever. =) ok just back from british council. kinda enjoyed it today though i din finish my letter writing. how sad. ate kfc with jaime, sq, xing fang and jie hao at jurong east. yum yum. and now im seriously broke. i dun know where all my money had gone. i dun rememeber spending so much since ive havent gone shopping in such a long time. nvm. just start saving again. so had chem focus today at 8.30am- yes its super early and deprived me of my precious sleep. but its all for my own gd or is it. cos i felt like i was wasting time there. i dun understand a single thing. not even the basics. i really cant study chemistry. its not my type. i shall just concentrate on my bio and physics then.


yesterday jaime came to my house to do some maths. before that, let me tell u a terrible incident with our ban mian. we went to clementi to eat at the same stall where we always go to to eat ban mian. maybe that will be the last time. haha. ok so first, the noodles werent the type we wanted. it was the extra big ones. we wanted the medium ones. but i'll forgive her for that cos she din ask and i din tell. next, jaime's bowl of noodles was 40% uncooked? eek. raw stuff. only sashima is meant to be raw. not noodles cept for mamee noodles. haha. ok the next horrible part. my bowl was full of newspaper. there were bits and pieces in there. eeeewwww!! but i still ate the noodles. dun waste food. its not poisonous or anything. but i still cant believe the fact that there were newspaper cuttings in that bowl. imagine. disgusting. went to ntuc to get some snacks. i love snacking! got lays, twisties and she got teddy bear biscuits. so we hopped over to my house. bathed. she started doing her tys permutaions and combinations.- so hard working right. not like me. i went to lie on my bed while she was doing her work. haa. only when she did binomial then i got up and taught her. hope she learnt sth new. =) she taught me a bit of chem after that while waiting for my always late tutor to come. she used the com while i was having tuition. ya my tutor was suppose to come at 6 but he was one hr late and came at 7! delayed my dinner too! hmph. i felt guilty though. jaime had to wait outside all alone for her dad to come and pick her. sorry i din even say a proper gdbye before u left. the next evil thing was after tuition- i havent had dinner, my family dn leave anything for me to eat cept for 3 pieces of fried chicken. how nice. watched tv after that and slept at 11. was really tired and whats more, had to wake up early to go to school. but i think i did enjoy my day today cos jaime came! 1 more thing. weplayed with my webcam. haha. fun.


so theres something which really makes me angry. whats that? literature! well i dun exactly hate the subject but i hate the teacher. im really confused at what to do now. she gives us so much work every lesson that i dun even know what we have to do now. essay? story comparison? highlight what notes? well i dun only think its me that doesnt know what to. everyone i ask gives me diff answers. and the thing is no one including me dares to ask her. does the problem lie with us. i dun know cos she'll scream at the slightest thing which makes everyone just shut up. i do wanna take lit as my o level humans subject but if this goes on, i dun think i will score or even pass. combined humans is not possible to get an a1 at least not for me. so much facts to remember. i guess i'll end of here today. off to finish up my homework. theres stuff to study too. english and maths common test next week. and there chem test too. haiz. sec 4 life is really tough to cope with. but treasure it. its my last yr!


till next time toodles!


im going off to perth soon. sad thing marlene not goin. i'll be alone. sort of..


Saturday, February 18, 2006