Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind.
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i hate literature!!!! im all so pissed off and frustrated!!! Sunday, January 22, 2006 before scrolling down and reading this. u can leave this blog now if u want because below this paragraph is something that is so not me. below this is just an entry that is angry and frustrating! im a person without a life now. parents are away leaving me and a pig alone at home. of course there's someone else at home whom i dont want to mention about. why? i just cant stand her. im feeling all so frustrated now. i was thinking about finishing alll my homework yesterday but obviously failed. after coming back from british council, i was tired already. just did maths and copied the lit notes which i can make no meaning out of it. just felt like i did nothing yesterday. what a waste of time. =( talking about british council, my maid just .. i dont know what to say bout her but this was wht happened. my mum asked her to follow me there so she would know how to go there next week. why should she know? cos im going hk next week straight after bc and she was suppose to bring home my bc stuff while she brought my hk stuff there for me. we took a bus there and ya so she knew how to go there. i told her to go home at the opposite bus stop and NEXT WEEK meet me at that bus stop at 2+- i told her to leave home at 2pm. being ultra smart, she met me at that bus stop that day. i wanted to go tanglin mall to eat and walked past the bus stop. someone called my name and so i turned around. there was my smart maid. i asked why she was there and she said i asked her to come. =I whats wrong with her?? mum even called and told her that morning the reason she was following me and blah blah blah., yet she could get it all wrong. theres goes my lunch at tangling mall so i returned home with her having no lunch. at least i got my cup noodle to eat at home. all so boring. the pig irritates me too. i came home and he was still in his outside clothes so i asked him why didnt he go and bathe. he gave me an all so gd excuse saying he fell asleep. whatever. so i asked him to bathe then. he was watching tv all right. he obviously ignored me and i just told him to sart doing his work at 4.30. it was 3.30 at that time la. i gave him 1 hr to do whatever he want. at 5, i asked him why was he still watching tv and he replied ok. but at 7pm, he was still watching tv. by 10, he had not done anything but watched tv for a continuous of 5 hrs? takingi nto consideration that he fell asleep when he got home. ando so, being the all so bad sis, stopped talking to him for the entire day up to now. =) like i care. if he doesnt do his work, its not like im gonna suffer. yes maybe a bit from my parents saying why didnt i ask him to do his work and blah blah blah. like its my fault. hey i started nagging at him for i dont know how many hrs ok. like his not even worried at all after going to normal acad. its his life.not mine. today, im still as pissed off. when i woke up which was 11 =), i went in mum's rm- my bro is still sleeping there, i saw hime lying in the comfortable rm watching his companion tv. he had watched at least 3 hrs of tv for all i know. he wakes up early la even though theres no school maybe 8-9. i dont know. i was sleeping. so take it as he woke up at 9 and watched tv till 11. i ate brekkie which was just 2 eggs nd nth else. im gonna have a high cholestral count soon. who cares. he used the com for 1 hr then watched tv for anther hr and hes at the com agian for who knows how long. im here now stuck doing literature!! i cant stand it no longer!! that _____ teacher i what i feel unresonable. she just gives us worksheets without givin us proper answers - we take our classmates answers. and she doesnt explain the story at all. like i will understand. then she makes us write 10 ponts about why the story is named the limits of trooghaft- like that will come out during exams. next, we write an essay about it. =! now im doing it all over again. i actually did it but it was too short- i wrote leaving lines 1 whole piece of foolscap when she wants is to write 1 whole piece of foolscap without leaving lines. like thats piossible. i shall just write crap. repeating my points over and over agin making all fall alseep. i dont care. in the notes, that is what happen. the points are all repeated. and then there is this ws on naema disparue another story. again she din explain the story but expect us to finish the whole ws. i just dont now how to do this ws ok. let her scream with her mega lungs and voice all she wants. make her hoarse and voiceless. maybe she'll learn then. thats not all, we're suppose to write why is the narrator the main character if the story- 10 points. and why naema can be the main character as well. another 10 points and add a conclusion at the end. i sppose we have to write an essay later agin on why the narrator is the main character. time to crap again. now my maid is pissing me off again. all she says to me is" do u want to eat?" hey, i just had breakfast and u know it. btw, in case u dont know, ur cooking skills is ______. not like i know how to cook but nvm. i want teddy back terribly. she'll make mylife much much much more better. at least i get to have fun and she knows how to control my bro as well. with her, i wont be being what im doing now. anyway, its time i get back to doing the all so horrible literature. this entry is so not me. and i know it too. but i just feel so frustrated that i gonna explode anytime soon. till next time when i get back to my orignial self.. toodles!! no one has to read this angry and pissed off entry. sick?? Sunday, January 15, 2006 its been a half a month since i last blogged? i just din have the mood to and at one point, i decided to stop blogging forever but couldnt put myself to doing that. i just dont know why. so school has started for 2 weeks already or is it 3? and life is already being difficult. i dont know if i can last through the entire year cos o levels really scares me. so what have i been doing these few weeks? the usual. homework, studying for tests, watching 2 hours of tv everyday excluding weekends and fridays and thats bout it. i havent gone out to shop in a while and i still dont feel like it. something is so wrong with me. ive got a feeling this year is not going to be fun at all although i want it to be. look, im sick and its only the second week of school. maybe its the rain and stuff but i doubt it is. i never felt so weak before. whats happening??!! i shall not talk bout the last few weeks cos i have obviously forgotten what had happened. i now have a new name and that is dory from finding nemo. why? because i really suffer from short term memory. haha. yes dory and now i specially made a dory to paste in my toilet next to the bathtub. its peelable and i made it myself. =)) so lets talk bout yesterday- saturday. mum woke me up at bout 9.45am and she brought me to see the doc. my cough had gone worse and my nose was running away. went home and used the computer for a while till 11am and went to british council at 12. british council is fun i must say. we learnt tenses that day. present simple, present continuous, past perfect, present perfect blah blah blah. i still dont get it though and there's gonna be a test next sat. like school tests are not enough but i dont care. i still like british council!! haa. dad and mom came to fetch me home bout 3+ but before that, we went to holland village to eat at the new hawker. the food is not good and not bad as well. contradicting aint it. went to cold storage to buy some stuff and that included lots of soft drinks- 24 packets of chrsanthemum tea and 30 cans of pepsi twist. wow. dad just making me tempted knowing that im sick and cant drink them. how evil. so we headed home, bathed, ate medicine and fell asleep. woke up for dinner used com for a while, watched teh pacifier disc 1 and slept again. such a pig. and thats how my day ended. haha.. boring life. today woke up bout 10? read the news and did some work. no not some, all. haha. mom's leaving for hk today again leaving me and bro alone at home. shes coming back on tues. dad left for germany last night. i asked him to get poland coins for me though i doubt he will remember. hes coming back on wed and that is considered quite fast i guess. i havent gone there b4 and hes already gone there for like 10 times?! studied chem for a while and here i am typing away. can my life be more fun please. im doing the same old stuff everyday. something has been bothering me these last few months and i think i havent blogged it down before. and that is... i want to learn gymnastics again. after watching the sea games and how nicole tay fell off the balance beam 3 times but pulled herself together to win a gold in the floor mat exercise really inspired me. i really really want to learn it again. but when?? no answer. anyway, ive got to go now. still have ta print the lit stuff. till next time. toodles! |
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