Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind.
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TEDDY!! Monday, April 04, 2005 cries!! such a bad news for me to hear. if only i din know anything about it. this morning woke up and saw teddy ironing my uniform for me. talked a while then the bad news came. she going home tomorrow and is never coming back! on such a short notice too. sth happened in her family so shes going home. thought she was just joking with me so left home. after school, saw someone helping to clean the house and teddy was packing her stuff so after all its not a joke anymore. just wanting to confirm though i already know the ans, i asked her if she s really going back. yes. tears welled up in my eyes and ran to my room. din want to let her see that i was gonna cry. i really can t bear to see her go like that. had lunch and bathed. i actually cried in the bathroom thinking about what it would be like never to be able to see her again. she passed me her phone card and my mums phone which she was using and told me to sms her with that phone when she was in philipines. once again, tears.. she had been like my second mum to me being with me since i was about 1 year old so its like 10 years working for us. no other maid can replace her. still rmembered the other time when she left and we sent her off at the airport, we cried in the airport. so what would this time be like when i know she is really really not coming back at all. dont feel like going to movie club tomorrow so i could see her for the last time.i may sound like im exaggerating but i reallyt cant see her go. all that she had done for me would not be forgotten. her sewings especially on titanic that still hangs next to my room. i bet my dog would not forget her either. every sunday when shes off i could tell that my dog has no interest in anything else bbut waits until night when she comes home. he'll go mad. so anyway hopes she settles everything there in philipines and she had better remember to sms often and send me letters like she used to before when she left for 2 yrs. =cries= social studies test tomorrow but not in the mood to study. hey, she just told us today. not too much to study though. i failed my bio test too. anyway it was a pathetic one. only 2 people passed. hah. the usual Friday, April 01, 2005 back again from one horrible week of school. nth really much happened but feel really sleepy this whole week. had physics test today and i think im really bad at it. not gonna do well for this test. maybe just a slight pass or a fail. i need some help or should i say lots of help with physics. i dont understans a thing. got back my maths test on wed. 19/20. yay! first time in the year where i can get so high for maths. not much homeowrk this week but got to start studying for the exams which i think is in may. social studies can study one chpt per week. the rest not sure yet but its soon. theres movie club cip tomorrow. have to wake up so early. sat is the sleeping day but npt for tomorrow. 7.30 at jurong east interchange- a place i have never been to at all since the day i was born. hah. half day. grrr.. broeys not home yet. peace and quiet. shall go off and watch some dvd. dun feel like doing anything associating with school now. |
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