Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind.

movie mania

Monday, March 28, 2005

3 days of holidays have passed and i feel that i din do much during those days of holidays. too lazy to do anything i suppose.

friday:
good friday. got a easter chocolate bunny from dad. woke up really late then did homework and studied a bit which i think is just 2.5 hours. swam in the afternoon. so nice. whole pool to meself. stayed there for bout 3 hours. went out for dinner at marche at heeren. had 2 mashed potatoes. im mad over them. went home played sims a while then Zzzz.. short day..

saturday:
same thing. im a pig. woke at 11. did maths assesment. watched a cinderella story with teddy in the afternoon. ate junk while watching and i think its a nice show. was laughing throughout the show with teddy though some parts werent funny. im mad especially when im with her. 2nd mum. played badminton later with her. bathed dinner then dvd till 12+.

sunday:
went out early in the mornning. went ghim moh for breakfast then went to watch a series of unfortunate events with mum and broey. i lovethat show. can watch it ten times in a row. if i were them, i wouldnt even lasted as long as they had. i wouldnt have survived from the train. never can i be an inventor like violet or a bookworm like klutz. i dont bite any stuff like sunny either. but i think theyre really nice siblings. dont expect me and broey to be like that. it would never happen. never! ate sakae sushi after that and walked around. went holland village to buy groceries and i got back loads of junk food. becoming a fat pig is my ambition. thats what teddy says. she thinks i look like a strand of noodle. grr.. bought dinner home from there. slept early that night but still sleepy. thats a characteristic of a pig. oink.

today:
school. sleepy. maths test postphoned to tomorrow. bio couldnt answer question. home. homework. here i am. broeys friends are a group of baboons. they shout at the top of their voices like nobodys business. cant stand them.

signing off... dad brought me loads of stuff from hongkong last night. yippie.


=)

Thursday, March 24, 2005

at last its the end of the week although its not friday yet but to me, its the end. yep. theres no school tomorrow so i intend to sleep late. havent been having much sleep the last few days. im a pig so even though i may sleep at 10+ to 11, i still need more sleep. tomorrow would be a good day to sleep till noon but that will mean half the day is gone and im left with just 12 hours of studying. work load has been getting heavier and heavier. more tests are coming day after day and have to study even more since mid yr is just round the corner. cant afford to waste any more time.

today nth much happened except for history lesson. had this "game" where the ccp and kmt had to sorta "fight". i was in the ccp and we were suppose to run away from the kmt. they were suppose to hide and catch us while we tried to run all the way from the bomb shelter to the basketball court and to the parade square without being caught. was tiring and i was caught. switched roles after that. bio lesson did experiment. test for starch, fat, glucose andproteins. did this before last year. bored..

went straight home after school. dog food delivered and i cant seem to understand why dog food is more expensive than human food. a large pack of dry food can cost about 60 bucks and each canned food cost 2.60. i wanna be a dog! can be pampered all the time. haha. its not that i want to be pampered but sometimes i think that their lives are better than ours although it may be kinda boring. sitting at home most of the day while everyone is not at home to play with them. only getting to go for walks in the mornings and afternoons.

got to go now le. wanna complete all my hjoomework so can just study tomorrow. buhbye..


I hate maths!!

Monday, March 21, 2005

holidays just flew past like that and its the start of term 2. its a bad stsart for me. first woke up later than usual (which i really consider late) and i know im gonna fail my first e maths test of term 2. how much worse can that get?? so nth else really happened much today except for the maths test which made me kinda sad. i did sort of study for it. doing asessments and stuffs. i could do them then but when it comes to the test, poof. i dont know/forget how to do. what to do? can someone help? so its confirm a failed test and one which i dont want to talk about anymore. other than that, everything is fine and stuff. this term is gonna end fast so cant really slack but prepare for mid yr which i still dont think i can do well in.

so what did i do during the holidays? broke my record of going to town. went there like 5 out of 7 days. beat that. brief summary:

monday:
movie club in the morning. afternoon went out with rach (thats once)..
tuesday:
the only day which i stayed at home to complete all my maths including study for the !dumb test!
wednesday:
went out with movie club group to tour singapore. watched movie at cine with rach. watched hitch. quite nice. funny. (thats twice)
thursday:
completed other homework that day. went out with mum in the afternoon to eat and shop. (thats third)
friday:
cip in the morning. manage to sell 11 with jervenne. i mean we combined with each oter so each person maybe around 5. considered ok since we sold this much in only an hour. the rest of the time went to eat and walk around in bugis. went dunxins house with lyefong to do ss project but couldnt find info so went town alone after that. bought a tee and called mum over to have dinner. din wanna eat at home. went to marche. (thats fourth)
saturday:
stayed home to study. swam in the afternoon for bout 2 1/2 hours. sun was so hot. went up and played xbox. night time made my dog mad. almost got bitten. sorry i stepped on ur tail but its not exactly my fault. u din on the light. haha.. remember not to sleep outside my door when the lights are off. woof!
sunday:
went out in the morning with parents. walked around but din buy anything. (thats fifth!) night went holland village for dinner. swensens. din have that was quite a long time. poof so thats how my holiday went by. din study as much as i had planned. kinda regret. only spent two days studying which is of cos not enough. damn
broey is still not home and that makes me happy. peace and quiet. i really wonder how he is really gonna pass his psle and at least get into the express stream. he really doesnt seem as thoughthe psle exists. the whole holidays, he was playing much much more than me. i could say he din study for more than 3 hours out of 24*7 hours.( calculate that if u really wanna know how many hours that is) im lazy to since i hate maths! so if he can get higher than 204, it will be a miracle.enough of him. i cant stand him.
gotta go do homework le.have this chinese personification homework to do and i dont know how to do it. blah. skip. next bio worksheet. next monday then hand up so skip. chemistry. wednesday hand up. also skip. that leaves me with.. NTH!! haha.. jus' joking. better finish today b4 another pile appears tomorrow..
* i have made a big mess on the floor. its covered with chocolate crumbs from my muffin. was typing and eating at the same time. i din have lunch ok. clean up time b4 teddy sees it and screams at me. ciao..


can i pls have more time??!!

Tuesday, March 15, 2005
2nd day of the holiday already. left with 5 more days. damn. is time really passing that fast? o well.

yesterday woke up at 8.45 and went to school for movie club. suppose to leave house at 9 but wanted to see my dog bathe so left 3omins later. wasnt late but waited till 10.30 then go up to ms hidaya room. discussed bout how to do the advertisement on promoting spore's tourism. tomorrow will go around spore . hehe thinks its gonna be fun. movie club aint that bad after all. so after that went town with rachel. wanted to watch movie at first but decided not to in the end. went pastamania to eat. then walk around. went heeren, taka, paragon..went home round 6+. tired after all those walking. bathed and did maths homework. tv and Zzzz..

today not going out. stayed home do homework study. done with maths homework, left with english compre compo and chinese compo. wanna finish it soon so dont have to keep thinking of when to complete it. kinda bored now.. nth much to do besides homework. haiz..

going out tomorrow, thurs going out with mum. have ta get rubberbands, presents and clothes. mum's gonna pay.hehe. fri cip and then holidays ending. so fast. after that exams. so busy nowadays yet im still slacking. someone wake me up!

*scratches* i think im having some sort of a rash. its killing me and im beginnig to feel like a monkey.


holidays

Sunday, March 13, 2005
the holidays are here.yippie!! at least theres no school for the entire week(sort of). still have to go to school on monday and fri. mon for movie club and fri for cip.

got back my term 1 results and its just what i expected. its the worst i ever got.
english-72
chinese-81
a maths-39
e maths-56
biology-58
chemistry- 53
physics-55
combined humanities-69
literature-58
see how horrible it is. 2As, 1B and 5C and 1F!! really have to improve and im not sure how. this one week is not enough for me to clear all my doubts especially when im dying to go out everyday. sacrifice?? maybe just a little. so mum and dad has seen my results and surprisingly, no nagging. i suppose they have understood how hard it is to study so many subjects. well. its takes time to improve.

so this morning woke up really late. not exactly though. woke at at 9 and watched dvd till 10+. fell asleep again till11.30. how cool is that. i miss the times when i could wake up that late. so read the newspapers and cleaned the hamsters cage. i think i need to get a new cage foe her. she is getting real fat that her butt sticks out fromthe house when she sleeps. hah. she eats too much. go on a diet pls. so went to dad's office. had sushi for brunch. yum. was so full after that. did e maths tys there. when abt to go home, saw this cheerleading competition rehearsing for a show. how i miss being a gymnast when i saw them doing stunts. really wished i hadnt quit gymnastics for band. now im stuck in a school where i dont have a cca which i like. damn. have to stick to movie club which is not that bad though.

now im back home kinda bored. nth much to do besides homework which is never gonna be done. wanna go swimming later but the sky doesnt look that nice. i think its abt to rain. damn. shall play ps2 now. buhbye!


x-country

Wednesday, March 09, 2005
x-country today. took 165 to mac-ritchie reservoir and met hai yu on the bus. this yr decided to run competitive so ran 3.2km with huihui and lyefong. din win though. kinda disappointed but theres still next yr. very tired after the run. dizzy. almost fell down a few times while running cos the road slippery. almost thought i would sprain my ankle cos slip a few times but luckily didnt. once huihui and i finished the run, had two cans of drinks. finished it within a minute. was sooo thirsty lor.

after x-country, went to jelita with xl, rachel, peiwen and shumin. went to pizza hut for lunch. wanted to buy a present for arlene so went to holland v afterwards but couldnt fins anything nice for her. will give her a very late present maybe after the holidays.

went home and did maths homework. have to catch up with my maths during the 1 week holiday. its starting to ruin my plan. wanted to go out everyday but i dont think its possible. monday have to go to school for the movie thingy but may be going out with rachel after that. friday cip. left with tuesday wed n thurs. one week sure will pass very fast and right after that have to prepare for mid yr exams. haiz. dont know what to do now. am very disappointed with my term one results. already have 3 c5 lor. still havent know maths and chem yet. so sad. really have to improve.

anyway, bro's friends are here and theyre irritating me with their shouting. grrr.. nth much to do now and i dont feel like studying. bored..

* i hate my results!!!!!


cats arent that bad after all

Sunday, March 06, 2005
its sunday again meaning theres school tomorrow.. haiz.. o well just cant wait till the march holidays. wanna go shopping everyday. but theres a problem. cash.

today started kinda well. woke up and fed my doggie. an order from teddy. cleaned my hamsters cage and made breakfast for meself since mum aint here to pamper me. she'll only be back at midnight. did bio homework-summary and 50 words. dad brought us out later. went to a garage sale first. they sold real lot of stuff. from baby clothes to electrical appliances. was really crowded there. decided to go the SPCA to look at the kitties. i think dad wants one though i know mum wont agree.

took a cab there and yup saw all those poor cats and dogs. theres 2 dog which i fell in love with. ones a x-breed and the other a husky. theyre so cute yet no ones wants them. poor things they are. really hopei could adopt them. wasnt really a lot of dogs there yet they keep saying that theres no space for any more strays. as for cats, dad think they are either too big or too old to adopt. he wants a small one so its easier to train. i liked this ginger cat but its kinda fat and lazy. thats what dad thinks. so left that place without adopting anything. took bus to orchard. alighted at tanglin mall and had lunch there. ate spaghetties. yum. walked around. went in the supermarket and got a few things for dinner. reached home bathed and walked my doggie. Here i am now. completed my other homework and here i am now. gotta study for history test on tues.

* x country on wed. hope i can get sth. bye for now. i really want the 2 dogs!


having two feelings..

Friday, March 04, 2005
its been about a week since common test. see how fast time flies. got back my a and e maths test. damn. so frustrated with myself. passed e maths by just 1 mark and failed a maths by like 9 marks. e maths i din even know there was question 6 so there goes 2 marks. i knew how to do 2 questions lor. then for coordinate because of one careless mistake, got my whole question wrong. grrr.. a maths got nth to say but i thought it was kinda difficult so ill just let the matter rest. shall just study harder. chinese havent get back yet but i suppose ill just get 60+. knew my english ca1 marks. got 72. quite satisfied with it. at leasst i win samantha. haha.

after school no chinese lesson since teacher din come so had to wait till 1.30 for the movie thing. in the end it was cancelled. waste my time only. then met rachel. went queensway with her to but fbt shorts. but b4 that was the nice part. peiwen wanted to meet her friend so me and rachel decided to follow her to see how he looked like. at first wanted to take bus to queensway but instead took mrt cos want to follow peiwen. she din want us to follow her but we insisted and i think got her kinda fed up but we din care. she started to go down to get rid of us but we followed. walked one round lor then she go up using stairs, we use lift. so tired. in the end we think we saw her friend so stopped following her. dont really know if the one we thought is really her friend lah but who cares. feel kinda childish following her but it was fun. so boarded the train to dover and took bus. walked around at queensway. saw some nice skirts there but din buy since no cash. after that went mac eat a bit and sit there a while then went home. played with doggie a while then bathed and here i am. sth pissed me off today. read:

* i dont know what is wrong with her but i think she is kinda too much. ya, u may think that they have been rude but still u shouldnt have acted that way. all they wanted was a place to sit and wouldnt it be selfish just 3 of us having a table to ourselves? she din have to act so fierce. so today she told us to eat faster and go so they would not have a place to sit since others would have taken a table. i tried telling her that it was useless since there were still many tables available and by the time u finished eating, they would already have reached to put their bags down. but she thinks it serves them right. what type of friends are these? o well, other sort of rubbish started coming out of her mouth and all i could do was to listen. i dont think i can stand it any longer but.. it is not her whom i want to be friends with but the one who is always with her. she ruined my day.