Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind.
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camp Monday, February 21, 2005 havent been blogging. lots of things came up. been so busy lately. just came back from 3 days of camp yesterday. shall describe abt it briefly. day 1: reached the site in the afternoon. they put us into groups and i was in g10. i love the number 10. birthday falls on the 10 and this yr index no also 10. grinz. had to do a group cheer and flag. started to rain so it wasnt that hot. had dinner and i hate the food so din eat much. practically starved myself for the whole camp. at night had night walk. i freaked out. all those sounds nd stories. just couldnt take it at all. i had never been able to take those things so this is no exception. tried to hold back my tears but couldnt and namiko brought me back to the canteen . i was so scared that hands and feets started to feel numb so u could see how scared i was. couldnt sleep that night. kept thinking abt it. heard noises at night while everyone was asleep. damn. im so useless. imstill thinking abt it now. itll never go away from my memory. day 2: did obstacles and stuff but i din really try all those stuff. wasnt in the mood too cos of the lack of sleep. dont exactly regret from not taking part. there are other chances for me to try out all those activities. was so hot sitting down there especially the part where we played dog and bone, mudball...etc. sun was shining directly at us. even the logs were hot that i had to sit on the ground. when the others went canoeing, went to bathe. though they said the water was gonna be cold, i dont think it was. maybe bcos it was really so hot. had dinner. din eat again. the food was really not my type. campfire was next kinda fun. but the fire wasnt big enough. they should have soaked the logs in kerosene first. pri school camp was much more nicer. that night could sleep well cos was really very tired. day 3: end of camp. packed all our stuffs and assembled. our group won competition or whatever u call it. got a file. did area cleaning. our group was kinda lucky that we din have to clean the toilets. just the canteen. wiped the tables.. buses started to come. all the other classes left leaving e3 and e1 behind. index 10-me from both classes were asked to play scissors paper stone to see which class could get onto the bus first. i won so we got the priviledge of getting on first. it was so scary cos i lost the first round but caught up the next 2. reached school took our bags and left for home. bags were so heavy and my shoulder was aching. reached home and took a nice bath. went out to have lunch afterwards with mum and dad. went orchard and i bouhjt 2 playstation games. so nice of mum. now im so tempted to play them. went home and fell asleep. was really tired. at the shopping centre i could almost sleep while standing. slept still 9. mum went out to buy dinner for us. had seafood. yum. she even brought macflurry for us. had cuppocuno. spelt wrongly. couldnt sleep at night so watched princess dairies 1 till 130am. slept.Zzzz.. today: woke up real late though slept for so many hours yesterday. did homework and studied a while. mum asked if i wanted to have lunch with her so i agreed. went ghim moh. reached home around 3. did tys since common test is this sat. im so gonna die since i still dun uinderstand much of each chpt. help! i gonna fail my 3 sciences. what am i gonna do??!! time is not at my side. have to go continue studying now. bye.. * so tempted to play ps2 and watch dvd. haiz.. weekends has ended just like that Sunday, February 06, 2005 so its the end of the weekends and back to school tomorrow. i really wonder what has happen to the world. i woke up real late this morning - 11 since i was watching mean girls and princess diaries last night. i dont know why i keep watching it although i watched like 3 times already. im just not bored of it. its so nice. teddy went out today so i was left with my evil bro. had pao for breakfast which teddy went to ghim moh and buy. so nice of her to make a trip there on purpose just to get us breakfast when she could make some at home. was so full after that and went to complete homework. think there is a chem test tomorrow. not quite sure but i bet im going to flung it. of course since i dont understand. how do i read a chromatogram ..etc. can someone tell me? played xbox with bro and i won. yay! cant believe someone who plays everyday would lose to someone who plays it only on the weekends. haha. this shows that one should not play so often. grinz. teddy then brought macdonalds for us. had nuggets. yum. studied a while then watched troy with teddy and bro. i hate movies that has violence. but just accompany them. was actually daydreaming. hah. bathed and here i am. nothing much to do online these few days. life is getting more and more boring. *cant wait, two more days and ill be going to hong kong. feeling bad and regretting Saturday, February 05, 2005 woke up real late today. 11+ but i was really tired ok. not because of homework but i was watching television till late. american idol audition has ended and im gonna miss it. thoses peeps are really funny. cant believe that they really think they can sing. its been like so long since i had such a nice long sleep. anyway kinda miss mum a bit. today din do much and i really mean din do much. teddy went to the market and got us breakfast. first thing i did after eating was to use the computer for like 2 hours. my eye hurt a lot after that. not quite sure why but i suppose my eye degree has gone up. watched shall we dance after that with teddy. was nice. ballroom dances, waltz.. etc. the way they danced were so nice. dancing is not that bad after all. then did a bit of hw. finished with english and the bio words alothough i dont have 50. physics and bio are a burden to me. i really dont understand a thing meaning i dont know how to do the worksheets. haiz. i really dont know what to do. tuition will make things worse as i wont have time for other stuff like study for other subjects. i may sound lazy which is true but i really think i dont have much of a choice. taking pure science is a horrible thing. really regret not doing much homework or study today. im just plain lazy and tired of doing things which i dont know. tests are coming and going with me just passing by a few marks for each one. well at least i pass. enough of that but i just dont know what to do. im not fated to be in a pure science class. so mum and dad are not here. im just passing the day by slacking. really want to shop but im broke. i miss shopping!! still better not think of shopping homework should come first. ya. im tired right now. want to watch simple life later. bye. ps. i stressed out like never b4. school work is just killing me! Friday, February 04, 2005 its the time of the week to blog again. how fast time flies nowadays. wish that time would not go so fast. had so many test this week and i know im not gonna do well. monday had chemistry. couldnt exactly remember all the facts. but think still will pass. tuesday social studies. damn. i memorised everything but din have enough time to write it all down. what a waste. i was sure i could pass well if i had the time to finish. frustrated but at least it is over. no worries. wed. lit. din exactly study cos i din know how to. fairy tale and stuff.. anyway din also have the time to finish writing everything so i suppose i will fail. bad. thurs his. din also really study much since its source based and remembered mrs goh said shouldnt study so much or textbook knowledge will not be a help since we were supppose to use the source and interpret it. but not sure if can pass well. sec 3 life is really different and i dont think i can cope. its just too much to do. once i have gotten home. feel so tired to do anything lest study. felt that im much lazier than last year and i mean much lazier. common test is round the corner i suppose and i dont want to fare badly. thats the worse. doing badly for first common test.. what will happen to mid yr or even end yr exam?? maybe i shouldnt be going to e1. its really too much work . but i suppose its too late now. whats more i dont think the teachers teach well compared to last yr besides english and chinese. maths. peggy koh i just detest her. i dont think she prepares her lesson at all. when going through homework she doesnt exactly get the right answer the first time. i really wonder what makes her able to teach the e1s every yr. i want debbie hing to teach. the other day when peggy koh din come she took over and really wished that she would teach our class. enough i cant change our teachers. science. chemistry is just plain boring and concentration just starts going away. physics. trainee teacher. just dont understand what she is teaching. velocity, aceleration blah blah blah.. im obviously not a science student. hmm.. so lit. all she gives us are worksheets to fill inthe blank and i dont see how that can help us in lit. that should be given to primary children. i may sound mean but that it. studies arent just my type anymore. enough. im starting to get sick. so mum and dad is going to hk today and will be back on sun. that means happy life for me right now. chinese new yr is here but i dont see what is so gd abt it. teachers just dump us with homework to do during the holiday. i dont exactly "mind" since i dont relly bother about cny but what abt the others? will be going to hk on tues after school to see my relatives. will only be back on sunday meaning im not going to school on fri. yay! kinda sleepy now. but shall not decide to sleep. habbo hotel is fun. just started. well so here i go. bye! ps. i miss u! |
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