Collide,

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind.

test, test and more tests...

Saturday, January 29, 2005

its friday again!! was so reluctant to get up this morning but did i have a choice?

first period chemistry. boring. could fall asleep if i was allowed to. i dun understand what he is trying to teach so i suppose i will fail the test on monday. then pe. stupid wang yee. me and huihui nth to do so go take the ball and play ourself. then he come and teach us how to play. haiz.. hate him.. was suppose to have maths test today but peggy koh din come. chua took over and we din tell him abt the test. he used the test at the worksheet. haha. so blur. then do halfway, lee han seng come. i think he know we were suppose to have test today so he ask. we all keep quiet then he say treat this as pretest. monday got the test lor.. can never run away from the test. grr.. english continue with the compre. summary so hard to write. everytime write over 160 words. cancel so many words. but think still ok lah. i think. physics test. die. dunknow how to do first page. din really study. or should i say dun know how to study. maybe will just pass by a bit. chinese lesson push up so dun need to wait so long. today learn how to write formal letter but i still dun know how to write. nvm. home. so sleepy. watched anaconda in my room with teddy while eating with the aircon on. what a "nice life" . haha.

accidentally let my hamster out of the cage. got a hrd time catching it back. should not be so careless next time. she runs real fast! want to sleep now.

i hate school!

Monday, January 24, 2005

kinda free now so shall blog. first time i feel like blogging during a weekday. anyway today in school nth much happpened. had chinese spelling then did workbook. i sort of like chinese now in some kinda way. think its because of lims teaching. she give us the meanings of the words in english so its easier for me to understand but no matter what, i will still hate chinese! feel like taking up french. mum brought it up once before since in the US, their second language is not chinese but either germany, french or spanish. but i cant even handle my nine subjects now let alone handle a subject that i barely know anything. haiz.. let time do its thing. when the time is right maybe ill consider.

so got back our maths test too. damn. i just passed with 11/20. how much worst can it get?? its my first a maths test too. whats gonna happen next if i cant do well for this 'simple' test. heard that e3 got alot of full marks. must be because of ms hing teaching. i really want her to teach us. that way, i know for sure my maths wont fail. things cant be changed anyway. so also got back our bio test. 13.5 not satisfied as well.she said we should get at least 13 since she did go through the pretest. i just passed by 0.5. grrr... im frustrated. also got english compo back. was so sad. never had i done so badly before. 23. i was wanting to get a 26 at least. but i knew i was writing crap for this compo. i prefer writing stories. theyre much easier to write. so after school paid for the camp fees. i actually dont want to go but do i have a choice?? o well. homw. mum brought back some new fishy. theyre so cute. i love the pufferfish. so small.

its a monday and there are already so much homework to do. kinda finished them but not sure if i wrote enough. poor dog just vomited. guess hes been eating too much tissue paper but it cants be. it was yellow. gross. im losing my appetite. bro went down to swim so im having peace here. yeps. im happy. mums home. shall end of here. bye!

* poor dog.... guess hes having diarrhoea or something

yippie!!

Sunday, January 23, 2005

i keep thinking that its a sunday today since there was no school yesterday. well im happy that its not. at least i can still sleep late tomorrow. woke up and had roti prata since teddy went to the market. did a maths homework. sort of. i only did one question. hah. how funny but i know i cant survive this year. surely im gonna fail maths both e and a. what am i to do??!! tried to find 50 words for bio but only got 21. how alarming. still have 29 more to go. i dont know i am gonna complete it since there are no more words to find. why does she have to set a minimum of 50? dont she know its hard to find 50 words. so decided tyo type instead of write since i can just copy and paste from the internet. yes. im lazy. well im done with it.

i think i have forgotten to post this but ive got a new tv. its not exactly flat screen like the one i wished for but im satisfied. mum was nice enough to put the ps2 into my room and so i can play in peace in my room. good thing it can play dvd too. im just sooo happy. mum went to fetch dad at the airport so im left with evil bro. his friends are here and wth, he let them into my room. being a complaining person. i told my mum. with her help theyre out of my room. Yay. see what kind of powers i have. and this friend of my bro thinks he is the owner of the house. he just set ups the xbox as if its his own. i just feel like killing him. i know im mean but i really hate his friends. gonna play the sims now. dad coming home. yay! bro in trouble.

yay! its a holiday!

Saturday, January 22, 2005

im free now so i shall blog.. this morning woke up kinda late 11am since i watched the american idol auditions last night. was funny though but still think singapore's version was even funnier. just realised that there is nth nice to watch on tv in the morning. did some of my homework. think im left with a maths and the 50 words. plenty of time to do it. ya right. im dreaming. its already seven meaning this day is going to end soon and back to school again after another 2 days. how fast time flies. so yup did homework and went to play badminton with teddy. bathed and here i am. i just dont know what to do with my life. cant stand it no more. mums gone out. so is teddy. she went to buy dinner for us. so nice of her right. having kfc. yippie. stuck at home with bro. anyhow i shall play the sims after this. must try to get all the spells.

* i hate somone in school. she is like controlling my other friend. shall be nice and wont name who. shall just name the one i hate A and the one who is my frind B. ok so, A is like controlling B. so what if she had been frinds with B for so long. its not lkike i care. but i think B is such a fool to let A control her. dont she have her own mind. maybe u dont know what im trying to say. shall elaborate. during ss lesson. suppose to get into groups of 4 so me and another friend was behind them. i asked B if she wanted to go with the group in front of them or us. she knew that A would be angry( shes gets pissed off easily) so she asked for her opinion. at first she said dont know/dont care. so B asked the front if they want to join her and A. immediately A said go with them and left us out. damn! i was sooo pissed ok. i din ask for her opinion but she chose instead. i immediately gave her a face and she knew i was mad. so she started trying to be nice and said she would ask the teacher if i could join them. the whole thing actually was she din like the person sitting next to me. urgh.. i just cant stand her. i mean she is really controlling B. whatever B does, B will have to ask her for fear that she might be angry. A thinks she is that great. boo.. i dont think so. jhust go away from me. how lian. she was supppose to be in e2 but opted up to be with B. grrr... think she can cope. dream on i cant so u watch out for ur results. boo. im pissed. blood is boiling.

Thursday, January 20, 2005

kinda free now so will blog a little. nth really much happened the past few days since it all about school school and more school. im just happy that theres no school on friday meaning i can sleep late and peggy koh was nice enoigh to promise us that she will not give us homework tomoorow.

had bio test today and the questions were taken from the pretest. i studied from the textbook and not the paper so i dont know how i will fare but hope will do quite well. i dont want to fail my first bio test. i'll be so disappointed since i like bio the best among the 3 sciences. maths is also killing me. i dun understand a single thing peggy koh teaches. she teaches so fast as if shes catching a bullet train. luckyily my doubts were sort of cleared today after boring tuition. understand a bit but think still need to study on my own. its really tough to be in the first class. peggy koh said it is still not too late to transfer to another class and i want to transfer to e3. ms hing teaching mah.. she teach very nice and sure undertand one. but in that case, i wont be doing pure and that is not how i want it to be. i shall just hang on and continue with what im doing now. i go berserk anytime. anyway today basics was unusual. at first peggy koh bluffed us that we were going to a dance thing but was actually a competition to test our team work. was quite fun.. ms hing also got organise one mah.

have to go and do english journal writing now.

*im suffering from homework syndrome. help!

Wednesday, January 19, 2005

tired

Saturday, January 15, 2005

its been a real long time since i last blogged. reasons can just fill up my whole blog. theres just so much to do. homework is given everyday and tests are coming so quickly. its just the second week of school but 2 tests have already been taken. a maths and english. this whole week has been tiring. i dont know how much longer i can cope with this. just not used to it. being in the first class and studying pure science is not an easy task at all. its not that im regretting but theres just so much to do.

monday to wednesday nothing much happened. yesterday had a maths test and the questions they give are ridiculous. i din know how to do 2 sums or should i say 1. second question could not be solved using the method we have always used. forth question was just blur. din have the mood to do too. stayed back for bio lessons and reached home kinda late. did have the energy to complete all my homework but forced myself to complete it. i had no choice not unless someone can help me do. lied on the bed for half an hour before continuing hw and u could just see how sleepy i was. really fell into a deep sleep. only woke up at seven to realise that i havent finished my homework. nighttime, my sleeping hours are just not enough. im a pig so obviously i need more time than that.

today did chem experiment then had pe. ran one round outside the school. i also forgot to learn chinese spelling today but luckily, chinese was after school. could study during that 2 hours. what a waste of time. waiting for teachers to start at 2.30 when we ended school at 12.30. this school is just so weird. theres nothing more i can say but only if i had done better for PSLE, all of these wouldnt have happen. i suppose. so after recess had english compo tedt. i din know hwta i was writing. rubbish i think and i know i have done badly for it. it may be the worst compo ihave ever written but i was just in no mood to write. especially when you are so sleepy. they dont even allow u to put ur head down for a while. immediately they will ask u to sit straight but how to. after school ate a bit then went up to study spelling. 2.30 went for chinese lessons and it only lasted half an hour. it just wzsted my time waiting for 2 hours but studying only half an hour. i really wonder what mrs oei is thinking of. teachers now own the room meaning we have to carry our heavy bags up and down. dont they have brains?? of course they find it better now but did they ever think about us? " i dont want u to have curved spines."(think its like that) said by mrs oei. how can we not have curved spines when we are carrying all these heavy books. it would be a miracle. teachers dont even allow us to put our textbooks in their homeroom saying that they do not have the space. i suppose that is just an excuse that they do not want to be responsible for our stuffs. i just dont understand them. came home bathed and here i am. feel like sleeping but also dont feel like sleeping. haha. contradicting huh. anyway just looked at the spca website and they only allow volunteers who are 17 and above. hmoh. i want to help all the cute doggies!!. they are just so adorable. i love them. i shall adopt all of them next time when i live alone. what a distant dream. should end of here now and i wont be blogging so often maybe just every friday or so. theres just not enough time and i always feel sleepy after school.

* by the way mrs peggy koh doesnt know how to teach. i hate her! her markers doesnt have any ink but she still insists on using them. yes im shortsighted so i cant see but what about the others. is she penniless or what. if u want, i'll buy u some markers for free. just for the sake of myself. just tell me if u need some. also if u keep asking us to find the answers ourselves u might as well dont teach and we should just stay at home and study by ourselves. we come to school for u to teach us and not to listen to u asking us to find the answers by ourselves. we may be in the first class but that does not give u any reason to rush through ur explanation and just give us homwork after that. people take 1 week to finish chpt, u take 2 days. what a big diff. prefer debbie hing. she teach much better than u cos i will understand her teaching and not urs. im just frustated. also arent u too much to cut all our test time. first diagnostictest. paper say 1 hr u give 45mins. simultaneous test paper 45 mins u give 30 mins. I just hate u. i shall fail all my tests and thank u after that.

school started and i hate it

Tuesday, January 04, 2005

have been a lon long time since i last blog. now school has started and im just not used to it. first day was horrible. din have enough sleep all because of that late flight from korea. shall elaborate later. just read on.

today:
as usual, school . had lit for first 2 periods. din do much. then chinese my most hated subject. havent started teaching too. maths, had a test-diagnostic to test us on sec 2s work. was ok. physics was boring with MRT(Mr Ronnie Teo). ok lah. not that bad. quite humorous. then it was 3 periods of social studies. argh.. it was darn boring and we had group work. form teachers period next and peggy koh was late. we waited outside for like 5 minutes and she said she was a teacher who was never late. hah. went home and am now trying to complete yesterdays homework. damn. we have homework the first day of school.

yesterday:
first day of school and i was so sleepy. din have enough sleep because of the flight. reached home around eleven plus and slept aroud 2+ so u see how many hours do i have when i wake up at 5. o well. lucky we din do much that day. it was a boring day too so u see how sleepy i felt. cant expect much on the first day though. teachers talking abt their rules and stuff just pass the time away. so i got to know this years teachers and i dun like them at all except for a few.
form teacher: peggy koh-eeee..
eng: ms lim shuin nee- ok lah she nice
chinese: lim seow wei- eeee so fierce one
maths: peggy koh-eee..
bio:jacob- quite ok but fierce
chem: ms heng and mr chan- ms heng ok lah but mr chan-heard his lessons are boring
physics: ronnie teo
lit: sophia ng
pe: wang yee-him again at least no need to go for pe. hah.

o yah, and we got 2 homework on the first day of school. how cool can that be. english need to write essay on values, mission, vission and goals. lame. bio do 50 words + meaning from 1st chapter. grr.. its just boring. at least its handed up on friday so i suppose its ok but i still dun like it. bought remaining books and went home. day ended.

now, let me elaborate briefly on trip to korea.
Day 1:
reached seoul in the morning and slept till afternoon cos din sleep on plane. went to outback austarlia for lunch. ate ribs. delicious. then walked around. went back to hotel and waited for dad. went to the lobby to have dinner. buffet my fav.

Day 2:
went to lotte world- amusement park. was half indoor and outdoor. quite fun.

**damn, i sick of typing shall continue later again.

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